hai . tngok dri tajuk , it supposed to be a sad entry . and yes . it is :) npak jaa happy kann ? but i'm merely dying inside . serious . akuu ndatauu mauu ckap sma siapa . sbab no matter how hard i try , they won't understand me . even if they know me so well , they won't know the pain i kept inside . and yes , i dont want to be such burden to them . they don't have to know about the lie he gives me . the cry . the endless tear . it's my life . let me deal with it . i can . i'm a strong girl .

but the fact is . i'm not that strong to keep this tear out of sight .