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Memories. // Saturday, December 1, 2012
4:28 AM
Hi guys.  Assalamualaikum. So everyone must have memories right ? Bad or good. There must be something you can't forget. For me , most of my memories were created when I'm with my friends. But nahh. That's not what I'm talking about. I'm talking about boyfriends. I'm single. But memories never fade away from my mind. I still remember everything. I've forgotten nothing . Never slipped off my mind. I know he's happy now. With his girlfriend. But... I must admit it. I'm deeply hurt. Messed up. I don't know what to do. Living in sorrow. Faking smile. I've tried to forget everything. But I just can't. I guess it's just me and my over-emotion. C'mon ! He's happy . He's moved on . So why I'm still here standing watching everything falling apart ? Such a pathethic. I know. I shouldn't feel this way. Where's my strength ? I can't find it. It's hard to forget someone who gives you too much to remember . I have to move on with my life . I'm still someone's reason to smile . Am I ? Hope so . I've been hurt too much . Now it's time for me to be happy . #DecemberWish , I wish to be who I was before I met him .
Sometimes , you don't miss the people , you miss the memories made.