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Depression. // Friday, January 11, 2013
12:40 AM
Boy : *Phone rings* Ah, that's my girlfriend again. I dont know whats her problem. She always need to call me.
Friend : Hahaha put it on silent mode then.You can tell her you were sleeping or something.
Boy : *Clicks silent*

He didn't know the girlfriend called him to tell her problems. She was beaten badly by her step father. She has no friends to talk because all of them are busy with their partners. She lives in a broken home, a mom that doesn't care about her , her late father left her when she was 2, after that her only sister that cared about her left too because of cancer, lungs cancer. She has a  brother but he was never there to protect her. People doesn't like her at school because she's not smart enough.
When the boyfriends came into her life, she thought he could be the one who will always cheer her up. She was at least right about that but nothing stays the same. Her boyfriends changed. She cried every night.  Wanting to have her boyfriend by her side and listen to her stories but she's afraid she might bother him. She couldn't afford to lose someone anymore so she decide to keep it to herself.
One day , she was almost raped by her step father but she fought back. She tried to reach her friends but no answer. Her boyfriend picked up but before even she got the chance to tell what happened, the boyfriend said "I'll call you back later, I'm busy. My friends are coming over."
She was depressed, just lost. No where to go. She thinks no one cares , "Why am I even here? Alive? They would only care when I'm gone. I hate my life."
Due to the hardships , she took the easiest way to be happy . She dragged herself into the world's hell. She took drugs , started drinking. Her boyfriend left her, she was so stressed out. She just doesn't care about her future anymore, about her life. Its all gone. She gave herself to the pleasure-seeking guys. She gave up on everything.
She got pregnant after that , she just can't take it anymore. And this time , she took one permanent decision to end her temporary problems , she commit suicide.

Take note . It might happen to someone you really care about.
Credit : Twitter.