"Im tired of being nice to people who don't give a shit about me. I'm tired of being the first person to text because you dont text me me first. I've feeling like you dont want to talk to me. I'm tired of you not wanting me as much as I want you . I'm tired of that damn short replies I'd stay up all night to get like "ok" "whatever" "blablabla" or "cool" , I'm tired of  being me . I'm not as pretty as that girl you want or not as smart as or not as funny. I'm just nothing like her. I just don't understand whats so bad about me that you'll have to ignore me that way ? Am I that bad? I just want to be a girl that keeps you up all night. I just don't want you to go because I know I can't do this on my own. I just love you and well it's kiling me. It hurts so much seeing you with someone or even knowing you talk to someone else like the way you used to talk to me." I still can remember how it hurts me deeply. Because it's not that easy to forget.