Heyyyy bloggers! Sssup ?  It's been a while since i've updated my blog. well, i've been very very busy lately . u know, schoolworks and all that.... yeahh. so uhm , yknow so much things happened to me . life fucks me a lot recently. but I manage to survive. haha okay sounds legit. I wanna tell u about this silly boy who have been cheering me up all this while. and he's name is..... *drum rolls* IRFAN SAFWAN . okay. he has been that person who always brings me up when I'm down. knows every part of me that weren't all that pretty but still, he stands by me. he makes me laugh when i'm not even in the mood to laugh . and he makes me forget that i've been broken once before. so yeah, this is for you sayang. dear you, i know i'm not a good girlfriend .not good enough for you. I'm aware of that. but one thing u have to know, i tried my best for us. and i'm not giving up . i'll fight for us. i will :) i hope u will do the same. well atleast, let's make all the fights worth it. here i am. telling you something I never say to you. I love you more than anyone could ever love someone. I love you like a fat kid loves food. I love you like pilots love his job. I love you like a bird loves to fly. I love you. so much . so much. like so much much. love ya! *hug*