Hey blogwalker! okay. so today is sunday. Mother's Day ayye? well , I celebrate mother's day every single day :3 hehe. but today a little bit special I guess. I woke up in the morning and hug mom tightly that she can't even breath haha. okayy. that's sweet :D as for him , he's going to bring his mom out . Idk where to. eh wait , did I just say HIM? haha yahh , it's the noob-est boy ever *drum rolls* Irfan Safwan . hoho I guess u've read my prev post. the one saying that I  won't bother him anymore. well I guess I just don't know how to stop. but whatever it is, I'm still with my plan. I won't kacau him that much anymore. unless he mentioned me.   or whatever. K. so it's sunday guys! what are ur big plan today? nothing much huh? Me too . I guess I'll just lay down on  my fucking bed. with the songs over and over again..... and again... and again.. haih I don't know what to do. freaking bored. well , it's still early in the morning. so what's with the hustle? give it a break. keep calm . sure I'll figure out something to do real soon. hoho. and ohyeahh , I have something to tell you guys. It's about lying someone about what you actually feel for them. I mean like , you said you love em but actually you don't . I've saw this situation for real. It happened to my very close friend. she's trying so hard to love that guy. But she just can't and that guy is madly in love with her. I can't imagine if I'm in his place. i'd be freakingly hurt. And I told her to just be honest with him. bcs I've been in his situation before. It hurt so bad. So bad that I wanted to just commit suicide. so bad that I have to heal myself alone. It took 3 months to completely forget that fucking bullshit. it hurt so bad. so freakingly bad. so I asked her to tell him the truth. but due to "kesian" she had to lie . she tell him something shocking. haha for me too ! when she told me what happened , I was like "hahahahah epic lie! congratulation! haha" seriously.... haha but whatever. at least you've escaped that guilty feeling of mocking him everytime he texted you. haha k seems legit. so uhm.. hehe I guess that's it for now. till then! bye