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Love. // Sunday, December 2, 2012
11:00 AM
Hi guys. So farra wants me to update some sad story. Okay let's begin. Once upon a time, there was a girl named Farra. And her boyfriend named Azran. So they have been in love for  years. But day by day, Azran seems to changed. He's not like what he is before. Farra asked him what's the reason but he refused to talk about it. So Farra don't wanna make things worse. She just go along with it. Farra has been very depressed about it. Luckily she has a pretty cute adorable soulmate names Elly *perasan* xD So she tells her everything. And as usual , Lielly ask her to stay calm and positive . She did. Oh not to forget, she also has one more bestbestbestfriends named Ayenn woff woff *comelnya nama* :D Quara did the samething also. Telling her to stay calm and blablabla . But what to say? They're just giving advices. Technically , they didn't go through Farra's situation . And Farra, she can't stop thinking about it. She just .. ahh . Overthink. By now, it has been 1 week Azran haven't contact  her . She stay strong and think positive. Like usual. She's really a strong girl. Okay.*Tukar languange* Lielly try contact Azran. Just to make sure he's okay and wanna ask him why he didn't text or call Farra this whole week. But He's not reachable. So she thought maybe Azran were too busy and don't want to be disturbed. Okay. Then hours later,  Lielly receive a text from Ree *Azran's bestfriend* saying that Azran is going to undergo surgery. Brain surgery. Pofttt! That's it. So all this while, Azran was suffering brain cancer. athird stage. REPEATED, THIRD STAGE. 40% of living. 6 months left. Even if he's going to have a surgery , he's not going to make it. He's not. And guess what's worse ? His one and only girlfriend and apparently a wife - to - be , Farra didn't know this. She's still thinking that he's avoiding her. That's what on her mind. Lielly tried to tell her. Let her know. But, she can't. Because that's what Azran want . Weeks ago. He ask Ree not to tell Farra. So Lielly were stucked between "Farra is my soulmate. I have to tell her." and "Azran is dying. And it was his last quest." Not just her. Everyone else did. After the surgery, Azran sedar. He was allowes to go home. Live mcm biasa. Like he did before this. Tapi kali ni lagi worse. Because he know he has only 5 more months to live. Azran contact Farra and give some excuses sebab nda cari dia for the whole month. Farra ni lembut hati. Dia maafkn. Jadi dorg pun okay. *5 months later* *Latenight* Farra and azran calling. They were telling stories and jokes and blablabla. Tpi Azran tiba-tiba cakap , "I will always love you syg.  Always and forever by Parachute. Dengar ni lagu kalau rindu yah :) Jaga solat, take care ..." and all those things. You know right. Pesanan terakhir. Farra cried. Tapi dia tidak terfikir pun pasal mati and whatsoever. The next morning, Farra text Azran . But she didn't get a reply. Dia tunggu. Macam biasa dia buat. She waits for her. Then, in the afternoon, Farra's stepmother bagitau dia a shocking news. Azran is dead. Because of his tumour on his head. It has grow bigger. And, dia tinggalkan Farra begitu seja. In a blink of an eye! Farra tidak tau mau buat apa. Dia nangis. Dia tidak sanggup mau teruskan hidup. But.... Dia masi ada lielly , and ayenn , and her family. Lagipun, pesan Azran masi dalam ingatan dia. Arwah mau dia kuatkan semangat. Arwah mau dia teruskan hidup. Capai impian dia. Kejar cita-cita nya. It took 3 years untuk Farra heal. Walaupun Azran sda tiada lagi, Farra tetap sayang Arwah. It neve changed. Farra tetap lawat kubur arwah. Sedekahkan surah Yasin. She never forget Azran. Never. -The End- So guys, cinta tidak semestinya memiliki :') Apa-apa pun, ini cuma rekaan semata-mata. Tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup atau yang mati. Eh yg hidup ada lah. Cuma pasal mati tu, tiada. just a short sad story for Farra. I hope kau bgan azran akan long lasting sampai jannah ;) Kau juga yenn. Iloveyou <3 Byeeee guys :*